The therapist wasn’t much help.
They told me that, as I was not currently a
British citizen, I was not entitled to free healthcare. In other words, they
mean that because I’m foreign or because they don’t like the look of me, they
will make me pay. Now I think I really will go insane.
I moved away from here in England two years ago,
and stayed with my sister who lives in Australia for one year. Apparently now I
don’t qualify as a British citizen.
I don’t
think they have the right to do that but I’ll look into it.
I can do without the therapist; I’ve been
progressing on my own.
I’ve been remembering things. Terrible things. Things
from many years ago.
Impossible things, things that shouldn’t have
happened… yet they did.
I remember being kidnapped. I was pulled from the
street, a cloth round my face, soaked in some chemical. I passed out quickly.
The raid was fast and efficient.
I remember being forced to comply. I remember
being tortured, and not giving in. I remember being tortured, and giving in.
I remember a huge glass tank. I remember thick liquid,
holding me there floating, yet I could breathe.
I remember the electricity – every time I moved,
the agony would start again.
I remember losing consciousness, time and time and
time and time and time again.
After time my mind got the message. I could not
move even an inch. I was prevented by my own subconscious.
I remember the voice. Talking to me. Commanding
me.
The worst thing is, I don’t remember what they
said.
I remember a rhythm, a poem? It dug deep into my
mind, embedded itself, but I do not remember it.
I do not remember it.
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